the right time

there will never be a right time to leave them

there will never be a right time to disappoint

there will never be a chance for us to be together

and that's okay

I want to move on from here and say goodbye

I want to say goodbye to the lies

I want to say goodbye to the false sense of love

I want to say goodbye to the feeling of disappointment 

I want to say goodbye to expecting less than I deserve from someone I care about

I want to say goodbye to your laughter - because with each laugh and caring word you share with me - you are hurting her, deceiving her

I will not be a party to this cruel game any longer.

I am a better person that "this"

I need it to end for me, so I can  live with who I am.