another day

after last night's conversation - today I was busy at school, had a big Lab Practium...and now no emails, no phone messages.  It's only 5 pm but I sometimes wonder if I am making more out of this than what it really is...

I'm always thinking you're going to disappear and go away and this will end...but the things you say - it feels like the opposite...it feels like you want this, you want us to be together for real.

you have said - I want you to be happy

and I have said the same

but what does that mean

together?

apart

ending it?

We'll see if you call...I just live in today - in my reality - and I can't think its more than what it is.