waking up with tears

I ate and ate last night like a sick person

tears

I can't keep doing this, I can't

this is too hard on me

I can't focus enough to study properly

I'm getting stressed

and I don't like how I feel afterwards

It is not something to glorify or romanticize

It's wrong and its hurting me now

I have to find a way to stop and control this.

I have to.